Dear Lonely Universe,
Hurrah everyone! It’s 4.27 am and I am still not asleep.
I’ve tried getting myself friendly with Thursday by drinking three cups of tea black, smoking cancersticks and nibbling chocolates just to fill and refilling my empty tummy, but still, it doesn’t seem to help.
Next twenty minutes, instead of lying flat on the bed with a full abdomen, I ended hiring my hand, with eye-sockets looking so fuzzy, poking into the plastic bag, examining all the stuffs that I’ve vomited out at oh-so-rapid pace.
I guess with all these semi-retarded state, I would soon be celebrating life in the dark, by metamorphosis into Darth Vader-Asian Version. Haha.
“Don’t u want to be healthy? U know stay happy, healthy and etcetera? Oh, Don’t u care about the future, darling?“
Oh Yucks! Please, that’s enough. Those sounds so Greek to me.
Don’t u try to regain the bright side of me by forwarding and mimicking such temporary-killer questions to me over and over again. No matter how religiously neutral u projected yourself or how professionally u people tried to insert not-so-helpful advices through my brain, I don’t think I would be donating permission to access to my system.
For your own grave’s sake information, many tried and many have drove their faith to hell. So, don’t try or don’t act smart if u don’t wish to be next.
But if sincerely been wanting to see the better of me, think easy. Just show me the big door to love and I bet the rest would follow.
But if u people belongs to the leave your broom somewhere and watch the litter grow society, oh please leave and never delay.
As for Smt, Fzh and Darling Fau, I am sorry, really. I simply can’t judge what’s wrong or right or good or bad or correct for me. Therefore, please stop trying too hard to recover me. Go take a break if u need to.
I promise, once I’m well, I would give u guys the opportunity to dance with me again.
Be well
If someone shows u the big door to love, would you be able to accept that there is someone who loves u more than yourself?
“Don’t u try to regain the bright side of me by forwarding and mimicking such temporary-killer questions to me over and over again. No matter how religiously neutral u projected yourself or how professionally u people tried to insert not-so-helpful advices through my brain, I don’t think I would be donating permission to access to my system.”
“As for Smt, Fzh and Darling Fau, I am sorry, really. I simply can’t judge what’s wrong or right or good or bad or correct for me. Therefore, please stop trying too hard to recover me. Go take a break if u need to.”
I dont know bout the others, but i am staying put.
Anyway this guy stole the word from my mouth/heart/typing hand,
If someone shows u the big door to love, would you be able to accept that there is someone who loves u more than yourself?
I love/need/want you, Nong Sayang.
sorry buddy i did not steal it from you, you stole it from me
Jay, We just have the same thing to say.
“the tissue doesn’t have your name on it”
Darth Vader named Joe : Yes I would accept it. If I don’t, sure I kena label wanita-retard-anti-social plak kan? Haha.
Darling Cruz : Thanks. Please make yourself at home. Yes love is here. Let’s expand, perceive and relate together.