What : Exhausted
Why : I think I am going
When : 7.15 am
Oh universe,
I saw myself fighting on bed last night. Fighting with that someone in me. Till it blocked me from sleeping. Oh it was at 4.30 am. Yay?
Oh no, I am not pregnant. Oh, how I wish I am right now. Without sleeping with anyone lah! Whatever the flying fuck is, I am madly dislike myself very much right now.
Yes, I am unhealthy again.
What should I do to like myself again? Should I just set myself to be blissfully blank and take whatever I have now, seriously? Or should I just unclip my wing, set myself amazingly free, continue to day-dream delusionally, and see myself fly away?
“To be minimise all fears, u need tools, the right ones to start with”
Guess what u said is true. I am in need of the oh-so-right tools to create happiness.
“Oh cut the crap lah bitch. U better get going to the shower-room or else u would be late for breakfast again”
Haha breakfast! As if I could eat. Oh well…
Be well love
